hi and hello! you may call me mayari, ellery or aerin if you’d like and i’m currently 21 years old. i’m fine with any pronouns as i’m non-binary and i’m mixed poc. i’ve been roleplaying for over 12-13+ years and i’ve also been into kpop for 10+ years now (as it’s my sp-interest). i’m CST based and i can go from semi-lit to novella.

i’m also neurodivergent and mentally ill as i heavily suffer from depression and possibly some other mental disorders. please be patient with me as this will affect the way i interact with others so i might not act the way you want me to.

byi: adult. i only use discord for roleplaying these days. if you decide to add me, please ask and let me know who you are. hyperfixes + interests tend to change sometimes. selfshipper. super low activity. new mutuals are not allowed (unless trusted). majority bg + nugu. paranoid w/people i don't know. terrible at socializing due to terrible social anxiety and slight paranoia. struggles w/mental health. very selective fb + blocks freely. nd gatekeeper (i heavily recommend staying far away from me if you don’t like this about me, if you’re going to talk shit behind my back, villainize, or vaguepost about me).

dni: basic dni. minor. will unfollow later. won't respect me or my boundaries. pushes me away without reason. white (unless i follow first). mocks my hyperfixes and/or interests. forces me to do things i don't want to do. anti of my ults. armys. blinks. teumes. stays. bunnies. kissys. dayones. mys. suju likers + supporters of taeil, tarzzan, lucas, ravn, etc. toxic stans. invalidates sapphic/lesbian bg stans. zionist/pro-isfake. thinks i'm cold/immature. judgemental. creates drama/problems. makes vague/callout posts. won't interact (i WILL unfollow you if you lurk! at least talk to me once.) think you like my hyperfixes more than me (HEAVY ON SUMIN!!!)

STAY AWAY!! ex-oomfs + ex-rp partners (the only exception is if we’re close enough and you’re trusted.) bias(es)/ult(s) sumin + jinsik, leehan, seokjoon, wooseok, kyehoon, sangwon + xinlong, park jihoon, cha woomin or yu (i'll pretty much block, esp. if you have mutuals who ult them and i refuse to argue with anyone about this. i don’t want to tweak out or go crazy and i apologize once again if you don’t like this). non-nd gatekeepers or against nd-gatekeeping and makes fun of it (i literally can’t control it, plus i’m mentally ill… you have no right to tell what neurodivergent people can and can’t gatekeep and you don’t live in any neurodivergent person’s shoes. we’ve done nothing to you.

it’s an instant block if you’re going to talk shit, vague post, call me out, villainize or bully/make fun of me for this). will use things that i say against me.